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4 Minute Sermons

Last update on: September 2, 2020
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This is my confession I'm a broken man full of depression God save my soul and restore my life

So I can be a better man for my wife This is my confession I'm a broken man full of anxiety Tell me what is true I have all these lies in me Reveal what is true I pray you enlighten me Somebody once told me never look to the old me Don't understand that? I highly doubt that you know me I highly doubt that you see everything that is holding Me back from the fact that what the somebody told me I feel like I'll never change I feel like I'll never gauge I feel like this book of mine will never turn the page I feel like "hey look i'm trying" only to feed the pain I feel like all you ever saw was the lies in your brain Why is everything that I say Always gets spat back in my face Why does my craft only reveal the shame Tear up another draft only to write the same Go ahead set my heart up on a mat And you'll see exactly what I'm trinna say I pray to God that he gives me a bigger heart for you every single time I close my eyes and pray! I feel lie I just burn in the fire of good intentions Maybe you and I might need an intervention Fears trinna play with me I just wanna bench him Maybe my intentions in the end don't mean squat Its these type of thoughts I bring to the cross "I was lost but now I'm found?" Nope I'm still lost Walk away with tears but no happy thoughts Glory on high to the God above that I was bought I know he here's me but does he listen to me Sometimes I stay up asking what is he doing? So many questions we have a tough time proving God heal this heart of mine and please renew me These are my confessions I could go deeper But I don't wanna bring people close to me into the picture This is about me myself and I not trinna be a wealthy guy I just praying God please help me tonight No time for a break from the hype of life No time to collect and reflect just type Can barely find the break to stop in testify Scared of the thought that's it's best to lie Sitting waiting for the day that my soul will die Can never get a break even though I'm told to try Frightened by the thought that'll get old in time Spending 6k on a record not a soul will buy Which is scary cause I wanna be married by 22 And if I cant provide for a family what I to do What kinna man am I that a woman would choose I have a plan but I'm scared that'll fail too Or that it'll take longer till when I can marry And that'll stop her dad from giving me the blessing These thoughts are why I have depression I wanna raise a family but still preach a message! This is my confession I'm a broken man full of depression God save my soul and restore my life So I can be a better man for my wife This is my confession I'm a broken man full of anxiety Tell me what is true when I have all these lies in me God please reveal what is true I pray you enlighten me Am I wrong to feel like I've failed? Cause I do in a lot of ways Am I wrong to feel like a failure? Cause I do every single day Only time I pray is when i'm hurt God I know that is not my worth But I think you get what I'm trinna say I wanna be a man with a wife and kids I said I was taken tell me why do you follow me I hate the playing I wanna be who I oughta be I won't conform to how people once thought of me If I wanna raise I family I need to be who I gotta be Its the mentality I have whatever the problem be It's been over a year since I looked at pornography The God in is who I gotta be I know that I probably Get too cocky thinking nobody could never ever stop me I believe this is my calling see I will give this all of me They think its appalling people judge who we are called to be My mind is where demons roam The battlefield for a peaceful zone That's why I'm never at ease at home Satan's always trying seize the throne I cant let um I know my brain is sacred I Cant let um Inside this brain of mine I will never bow the knee or say its fine Look down to me and I'll say its fine That balcony I promise you is way behind Where I am headed I gotta plan in play I will not let anything stand in the way Talking about it was what I planned today I feel like every time I talk about it I walk around it and in my opinion that is pretty sad thing to say In between the bars I just had an argument To be honest it's hard to tell who started it Or how much from the start I had a part in it Frustrated and concerned from the start with me What this person wants me to be is hard to be But Ill try to dig down to the heart to become it Without that in this song the song means nothing Confessions of a rapper trinna climb the summit Afraid he's gonna fail all the people who love him Afraid he's gonna descend and then plummet As he rises higher and higher into the public Then leaves his wife and kids as the ones punished For something from the start they never wanted These are my confessions of emotions and thoughts Weighing from the start is music is really worth the cost God I pray you help me to be what I think I am not This is my confession I'm a broken man full of depression God save my soul and restore my life So I can be a better man for my wife This is my confession I'm a broken man full of anxiety Tell me what is true when I have all these lies in me God please reveal what is true I pray you enlighten me

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